Thursday, March 31, 2011

Every picture tells a story..

Do you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? Makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people’s lives have we been in? Were we a part of someone’s life when their dreams came true? Or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in as is if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone else’s life and not know it.


One of my favorite things to do is look through all my old pictures, especially ones from high school. I guess you could say I miss it.. I guess you guessed right. But it's more than a picture, more than high school.. they are memories. That's why we take pictures right? So I'll keep this short and sweet, but here's some of my favorite pictures and memories I have to go with them..
Okay, so this picture is probably my favorite, ever. Katie and I were drunk, Josh was sober - and I'm pretty sure we took thirty pictures just trying to get ONE good one, so as a failed attempt, it ended up being the best picture from the trip. I think it shows our true personalities.


This picture is exactly what it looks like. I'd never eaten crab before, therefore, I didn't know how to open those god damn legs. I'm pretty sure I tried for fifteen minutes, and with an unsuccessful attempt, gave that shit up. Fucking crabs.




One of the best memories I have with my sisters. Greek Week last spring.. we threw in the towel because of cheaters. I distinctly remember Ali Moran saying "Can I see a finger or two?" as she was taking the picture.



One of the absolute BEST memories I have from the beach with Jessi. We had just come back from parasailing and they brought us back on this stupid scary banana boat. So we get closer to shore when this HUGE wave knocks us off and under the boat and when I finally get back up on my feet I step on something GIGANTIC and slimy. My step dad actually captured the moment, needless to say I didn't stick around long enough to see what it was.




A random night in Pittsburgh with Neal and Eric turned out to be one of my favorite memories of there. We stumbled upon this amazing christmas tree and ice skating rink. We were going to make this picture a tradition, but we didn't make it up there this year, wah.




So two things are going on in this picture: one, it's my step sisters bachelorette party and two, she's getting a lap dance from a random guy who we paid twenty dollars to give it to her. I will probably never forget this night, or the fact that the next day we found out he was arrested later that night.




So this was the Boys Like Girls, and my first moshpit. Shit was intense.




All of us senior girls at the East/West game. This was the night where I can honestly say I've felt most alive. It was incredible.




Senior prom. Probably one of the best nights of my life, also the saddest. Brittany's my best friend, even though she now lives over 900 miles away. She's also the one person that puts up with all of my mood swings and crying fits.




Junior Prom, and probably one of my favorite pictures of me and my dad. I wish he was around more.




Pledging fall 09' was one of the best things I've ever done. I loved every second, especially this early morning painting the bell for the first time with my pledge sisters.


- Chandler

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The games that play us.

Why do relationships have to be so hard? Cause the only thing harder is being alone.

Relationships. If I were to draw you a venn diagram on love it would go a little like this..

PROS                              CONS

companion                      jealously
love                                lust
cuddling                         lying
sex                                sex
trust                              cheating


I could go on and on.. but the middle is a gray area. In relationships there tends to be huge gray areas. Even if you're not in a relationship, just getting someone interested in you is exhausting enough. Everything is a game. Even when you first meet someone. Okay I'll throw a random scenario out there - you go out with your friends saturday night. You're dancing and drinking when someone across the room gives you the head nod, you know the one I'm talking about. They walk over, offer to buy you a drink and you two hit it off blah blah blah. It's the end of the night and you do the number exchange. He tells you to text him. PAUSE. We're gonna do a little multiple choice test.

DO YOU..
A.) Text him immediately, saying you had a great night and you'd love to see him again.
B.) Wait an hour, then text him saying he'd better get a hold of you tomorrow.
C.) Save his number, and go on about your night with your friends.
D.) Wait for him to text you, if he wants to talk to you he will, right?

Okay now there is really no WRONG answer, and I admit I'm guilty of all of these answers, sadly. What I'm saying is that relationships are all about games. Everyone is trying to one-up the other person. No one wants to feel needy, or clingy, or desperate. So what do we do? My theory is this: if someone wants you in their life, they will make it an effort to put you in it. If they want to talk to you they will. If not, hey at least I got a drink or a few laughs out of the deal. Don't feel bad if someone doesn't give you all the attention in the world, go out and do something for yourself. You may feel pretty shitty or ignored, but don't. Don't let someone else control your happiness.. that gives them WAY too much power that they don't deserve.

Most listened to today is a couple of songs for the ones who need a little inspiration.

1. Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift. Listen to it here.
2. Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha. Listen to it here.

- Chandler

Monday, March 28, 2011

Echoes, silence, patience and grace.

I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be.


I believe all good things come to you in time. Do you ever make a wish at 11:11, or make one on a star? Do those wishes ever come true? Maybe not right away, but if you think back on your last wish.. did you get it? As I was walking into my apartment last night, I couldn't help but notice the stars and think back to my last wish. I got it. Strange as it sounds, I actually got my wish. Now I didn't get it right away, actually, it took over a year - but I got it. So next time you're outside or it's 11:11.. make that wish, even if you feel stupid for doing it.. because it might just come true. Over the past few days I've been making a lot of life decisions - where I want to be in the next ten years, how far I've come since high school, have I accomplished anything? To be honest, not really. I've almost wasted two years in school and I have absolutely nothing substantial to show for it. I guess getting everything you want takes time and patience. Through everything I've got and wished for, the hardest thing I've ever worked for is grace. I try to be the best person I can be.. try not to judge and let go of things, wish for someone else's happiness over my own - that's the part of grace that's the hardest. Putting someone else before yourself.


Most listened to today is What If by Jason Derulo. Listen to it here.


- Chandler

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Locked hearts and hand grenades.

But I guess its always been that way, wanting to be loved.. to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way.


How do we get to a point in our lives where we start to question everything, everyone? Friends lie, boys lie, parents lie, we lie - and we wonder why everyones so jaded. Who do we trust when trust goes out the window? I find it to be the norm these days to keep my heart and personal life under lock and key. It's not easy putting your cards on the table and trust someone with everything you have. I miss being seventeen. That was when everything was carefree and easy. I gave out trust like it was going out of style, like one of those coupon machines you find on every aisle in Kroger. I could make friends and trust them without a second thought.. these days, not so much. I guess that's how it goes.. grow up, be responsible, make your own life decisions.


Most listened to today is Dreaming With A Broken Heart by John Mayer. Listen to it here.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

People are going to disappoint you.

I'm not the most eloquent speaker, so I thought I would borrow a few words from Shakespeare. "Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds." When life gets hard, when things change, true love remains the same. 


Today has sucked. Point. Blank. Period. It was like I couldn't please anyone or do anything right. I never thought I could feel so bad for going after something I really wanted. I don't understand, how can something that is supposed to make you happy, end up making you feel worse? People always ask me what I want. You want to know what I want?


I want people that shop in my store to quit complaining about everything.
I want to have the motivation to get through school.
I want to be able to get to sleep at a reasonable hour without benadryl.
I want to not be afraid of thunderstorms.
I want to be a better sister to my little brother.
I want my parents to be proud of me.
I want my dad to step up and take more responsibility as a parent.
I want to not have to worry about money.
I want to believe in the best of people, even when they've shattered that.
I want people to be more honest with me.
I want to want to get out of bed every morning.
I want to see my grandma more.
I want to go to church.
I want to stop using alcohol as an outlet for when things upset me.
I want people I've lost touch with to come back into my life.
I want to stop biting my nails.
I want to be an active member of my sorority again.
I want to be able to pay attention in my psychology lectures.
I want to wake up one morning and not have dark circles under my eyes.
I want my cell phone bill paid on time every month.
I want a puppy to come home to every night.
I want my mom to want to spend time with me.
I want to feel comfortable playing my guitar in front of other people.
I want to travel the world.
I want to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.
I want to feel comfortable enough to not wear makeup.
I want to not cry every time I hear Jar of Hearts.
I want someone like Lucas Scott from One Tree Hill.
I want to speak Italian fluently.
I want someone to find a better cure for cancer, and create one for AIDS.
I want kids to stop bullying each other in school.
I want cosmetic companies to quit testing their products on animals.
I want people to stop complaining and just use condoms.
I want my step dad to spend more time with my mom and less on the golf course.
I want them to quit playing re-runs of movies on HBO.
I want gas prices to go down.
I want to stop being so afraid of change.
I want to be better at math.
I want to feel like it's okay to be with someone and not have sex.
I want to let my guard down around people I like.
I want to be able to let go of the past.
I want to swim with dolphins.
I want to be in two places at once.
I want a boy..
who is honest with me, who doesn't feel like he has to impress me all the time, who lets me talk about my life and doesn't get bored when all my stories don't involve some party, who wants to meet my parents, who's nice to my little brother, who calls me at three am just because he can't sleep, who likes me better without makeup, who doesn't just want sex, who doesn't mind that I listen to all types of music, who doesn't care that I don't party every weekend, who can't wait to see me when he gets home, who doesn't mind watching movies I want to see, who doesn't bother looking at other girls because to him I'm the only girl, who doesn't laugh at me when the coffee I make tastes terrible, who realizes that I'm only human and I'm going to make mistakes, who kisses my forehead and holds my hand in public, who tells his friends about me, who likes my hair when it's a curly mess, who would rather stay in bed all day because he gets to be closer to me, who loves my best friends, who doesn't criticize my driving too much, who doesn't talk about his ex girlfriends, who gives me his jacket when I'm cold, who sings to me even if it's awful, who plays with my hair until I fall asleep, who doesn't stereotype me for being in a sorority, who would rather see me in sweatpants than dressed up, who doesn't judge me for not going to church every sunday, who tells me I can do anything, who loves to cuddle, who tells me he misses me even before he leaves, who texts me just to see how my day is, who understands my undying love for disney movies, who knows my favorite flowers are orange roses, who doesn't judge me for my shopping addiction, who can teach me something, who takes me to meet his family, who shows me silly pictures of him as a kid, and who knows that even when I say I'm not scared I usually am.


- Chandler

Friday, March 25, 2011

There's a thousand ways to break a heart..

And so I wish for patients and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy . But mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part.. letting go, you know. That's the part of grace that really sucks.


I really have no words to write right now. I guess you could call this a loss for words. So instead of struggling to write my own, this will be a post of some of my favorite quotes and pictures from various people and websites.




People never change, at least not in anyway that matters.


This is why you should never, ever, get your hopes up. This is why you should see the glass as half empty, so when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated.


Don't be too confident when someone tells you that they like you. The real question is, "until when"? because frankly, just like seasons, people and feelings change.


It's funny how once you find a song that explains how you feel, you listen to the same song over and over again, wishing you could scream the lyrics to the very person who made you love the song in the first place.



Be careful how you treat people on your way up, because you might meet them again on your way back down.

Destiny is for losers. It's just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen - Gossip Girl

People say you don't know what you've got til it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.

To be honest, when people tell me to just follow my heart, I don't even know what that means. Like sometimes I can't differentiate between what my mind thinks and what my heart feels.



When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair. - Taylor Swift.

Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boom box outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once, I want my life to be like an 80's movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. But no. No, John Hughes did not direct my life. - Easy A.


- Chandler

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I say give me regret, as long as i can keep the good memories too.

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our own ways.
But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did - but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about.


As I sit here and watch the 20 Most Famous Hollywood Murders on E!, I can't help but think about what kind of regret and remorse these killers must be feeling by now. Or do they feel anything at all? Do we become numb to these feelings over time or do they simply fade away, leaving us with nothing but a mere memory of what was? Any way you spin in, we all have regrets. We've all done things we aren't proud of and sometimes it is easier to bury those feelings and try to go on with life as best as you can. We're only human, we're survivors, and by nature that is what we are supposed to do - make the best out of any situation, good or bad. I like to think that the mistakes of my past have somehow shaped my future, right now. They say we learn from our mistakes, but I'm not sure that is true. I can tell you right now that I've made the same mistakes twice, hell even four times over, and I still can't seem to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve. It is also said that we don't realize a significant moment in our lives while it is happening.. I believe this to be true. How many moments in your life can you look back and pick out the moment when everything changed? Scary isn't it? How much your life can change in one hour - one day even. In spite of all of the regret, the hurt, and awful memories, there are the good memories too. Things and people and places I couldn't imagine my life not being there, or knowing that person. People shape our lives in a way that we don't understand until we take a look back a notice all the positive or not so positive influences that they had on us and our lives.


My most listened to today is If This Was A Movie by Taylor Swift. Listen to it here.


- Chandler



Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Happily ever after?

Someone once told me that there's nothing wrong with fairy tales, everyone ends up happily ever after in the end.






So let me just say that the past two days have been absolutely amazing. Things are looking up and finally going my way. Shit. Now that I've said that out loud it will probably have an adverse reaction, but I've decided to start making some changes in my life, some drastic and some not so much.. but all for the better. I applied for a new job and I got it.. I stopped letting boys define me and I started believing in myself and in my potential. All and all it's been a really good day. If you don't know me then you probably don't know that I have an obsession with Disney movies. I've seen them all 24873234 times and can probably quote and repeat back to you verbatim what they say. Fairy tales give us something to hope for.. and if you're a girl you know exactly what I mean. So for all of you sappy hopeless romantics out there.. my most listened to today are in order as follows:


1. A Whole New World - Aladdin. Listen to it here.
2. Kiss the Girl - The Little Mermaid. Listen to it here.
3. Part of Your World - The Little Mermaid. Listen to it here.
4. I Won't Say I'm in Love - Hercules. Listen to it here.


- Chandler

Monday, March 21, 2011

How much for a broken heart with a side of regret?

And i used to miss you so much, but it never seemed like you missed me. So I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.


Today's another one of those days where I've been staring at this blank box thinking about what to write. I'm so tired  that I'm on the verge of delusional, my roots are horrific, my eyebrows could use a serious wax, & my makeup is less that mediocre. Spring break is officially over and it's back to work and school. So while WVU is playing in the sun & sand I'll be here taking med term tests and writing english essays - so take lots of pictures, I'll be living vicariously through you.. just go easy on the alcohol, it clogs my pores. On another note, Formspring is entertaining me. I neglected it for almost a year and I sign back on to find almost fifty unanswered questions. It's quite amusing really, I love seeing the stupid ridiculous things that these crazy morons come up with .. but it keeps me entertained. ASK ME A QUESTION HERE!


I'm really loving The Band Perry right now. They're a country band that consists of lead singer Kimberly Perry, and her two brothers Reid and Neil Perry. They've had three hit singles off their debut album, but my all time favorite and my most listened to of the day is You Lie. Listen to it here.


- Chandler

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Here a take home box since you're screwing my leftovers.

 It's said that you only get once chance in life. I gave you two and you blew them both.

Starting today I've decided to stop letting other people, boys define me. I can't give anymore, theres nothing left and I'm out of the will to try. I feel like I'm the Carrie Bradshaw stuck right in between Mr. Big and Natasha.. it's too much of a roller coaster ride and I want off. In case you have absolutely no idea what I'm talking about, I'll break it down for you.. Carrie Bradshaw is a character off of HBO's hit series Sex And The City. She finds herself falling for a married man, Mr. Big as he is named in the show, but continues to have an affair with him. Big's wife, Natasha, catches Carrie running out of their apartment one day and things begin to backfire. This scenario continues throughout the rest of the series. Barney version, She likes him, he's with someone else, they sleep together, and in the end everyone gets hurt. I don't want that to be my life. And like I said in my last post, I don't want to be the footnote in someone else's love story. So I'm putting my foot down. He's yours. It was fun while it lasted.


 Oh and my most listened to today is I Don't Want to Be by Gavin Degraw. Listen to it here

- Chandler

Friday, March 18, 2011

Clothes over bros.

Someone once said; "It's the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time." Me? I just wanna live a life I'm gonna remember, even if I don't write it down.


Whenever I'm having a bad day I tend to go shopping. Whenever I'm having a bad day and don't have money to go shopping, I rearrange my closet. Clothes make me feel better, and in a strange way it clears my head. Some girls drown their sorrows in a tub of Ben & Jerry's, I drown my with shiny little shopping bags. I love the rush I get when I slide my little blue card and hear that beep the register makes, hard to explain, too confusing to understand - I get it.. but I'd rather have new things than a new boy. Boys are too much work, clothes don't ask you for anything and don't expect anything from you. You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like butter sliding down hot toast? Well that's what it's like when i see a store, only it's better. A man will never love you or treat you as well as a store. If a man doesn't fit, you can't exchange him seven days later for a gorgeous cashmere sweater. And a store always smells good. - Confessions of a Shopoholic. Story of my life, literally.


On a musical note.. I heard the absolute best song while I was at the bar last night, another story of my life .. I Hate College Remix by Sam Adams, if you haven't heard it yet I suggest you click here - you won't regret it.


- Chandler

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I won't be the footnote in someone else's love story.

Sometimes the beauty is in the attempt. We gave it everything we could, but it just didn’t work out.


You know when you find that song and it's really great? Like an undiscovered band you know no ones ever heard of? That's what you were. Different. Inspiring. Maddening. But at the same time, wonderful. I've learned to open up a little more and put my cards on the table against my better judgement. So even though you couldn't be fully honest with me, the situation taught me to be honest with myself, and for that I wanted to say thank you. It's rough finding out things about a person you thought you could trust.. and it's been a rough couple of days but maybe that's the beauty in it? Making yourself a better person for a better person. So if you flunk a test, or have a really bad breakup…or just miss someone so much it hurts, listen to this - my playlist: a hundred songs to save your life.


1. Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
2. Whatcha Say - Jason Derulo
3. Today Was A Fairytale - Taylor Swift
4. Knockout - Lil Wayne ft. Nicki Minaj
5.The Show Goes On - Lupe Fiasco
6. Mayberry - Rascal Flatts
7. Stand - Rascal Flatts
8. Lucky - Jason Mraz
9. Story Of A Girl - Nine Days
10. If I Die Young - The Band Perry
11. Summertime - Kenny Chesney
12. Silly Boy - Rihanna
13. Margaritaville - Jimmy Buffett
14. Keg in the Closet - Kenny Chesney
15. Wild At Heart - Gloriana
16. Fast Cars and Freedom - Rascal Flatts
17. I Don't Want To Be - Gavin Degraw
18. Live Your Life - T.I. ft. Rihanna
19. Jumpin Jumpin - Desitnys Child
20. More - Usher
21. I'm in Love With a Girl - Gavin Degraw
22. Higher - Taio Cruz
23. Replay - IYAZ
24. Grenade - Bruno Mars
25. Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
26. Ridin Solo - Jason Derulo
27. Tell Me I'm A Wreck - Every Avenue
28. Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy
29. Love in America - JTX
30. Never Say Never - Justin Bieber
31. Pretty Girl Rock - Keri Hilson
32. We R Who We R - Ke$ha
33. Love Like Woe - The Ready Set
34. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
35. Undo It - Carrie Underwood
36.The Mixed Tape - Jacks Mannequin
37.You Lie - The Band Perry
38. Too Little Too Late - JoJo
39. Just Tonight - The Pretty Reckless
40. Since You're Gone - The Pretty Reckless
41. Move Along - All American Rejects
42. Gives you Hell - All American Rejects
43. Break Your Little Heart - All Time Low
44. Halo - Bethany Joy Galeotti
45. When the Stars Go Blue - Tyler Hilton & Bethany Joy Galeotti
46. Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri
47. Learn My Lesson - Daughtry
48. I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Pretty Serious - Forever the Sickest Kids
49. I Look So Good Without You - Jessie James
50. Wish You Were - Kate Voegele
51. Angel - Kate Voegele
52. I couldn't Save You - Kate Voegele
53. Only Fooling Myself - Kate Voegele
54. The One That Got Away - Katy Perry
55. A Little Bit Stronger - Leighton Meester
56. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
57. More Of You - MoZella
58. Just a Dream - Nelly
59. All the Right Moves - OneRepublic
60. Secrets - OneRepublic
61. My Heart - Paramore
62. Missing You - Tyler Hilton
63. Ignorance - Paramore
64. Fuckin' Perfect - Pink
65. Life is A Highway - Rascal Flatts
66. For The First Time - The Script
67. Nothing - The Script
68. The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
69. Untouchable - Taylor Swift
70. Back to December - Taylor Swift
71. Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift
72. Never Grow Up - Taylor Swift
73. Better Than Revenge - Taylor Swift
74. Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift
75. I'd Lie - Taylor Swift
76. My Best Friend - Tim McGraw
77. She's My Kind of Rain - Tim McGraw
78. Take It Easy - The Eagles
79. Already Gone - The Eagles
80. Lyin' Eyes - The Eagles
81. Hotel California - The Eagles
82. Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles
83. Blackbird - The Beatles
84. Let It Be - The Beatles
85. Hey Jude - The Beatles
86. Misery - Maroon 5
87. Breakeven (Falling to Pieces) - The Script
88. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
89. Rusty Halo - The Script
90. Rolling In The Deep - Adele
91. Set Fire to the Rain - Adele
92. Firework - Katy Perry
93. Written in the Stars - Tinie Tempah
94. Always the Love Songs - Eli Young Band
95. Waiting for the End - Linkin Park
96. Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve
97. American Honey - Lady Antebellum
98. Strawberry Wine - Deana Carter
99. Hey, Soul Sister - Train
100. Don't Worry, Be Happy - Bobby McFerrin

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Your I love you’s send people to their graves.

Let’s play truth or dare, or maybe just dare, because nobody knows how to tell the truth anymore.


I know I promised I would have something to write about after my trip, but the truth is I've been sitting here for fifteen minutes staring at this blank box. The trip itself was amazing, every thing about it.. and I've gotta say, I have some pretty amazing friends. I was supposed to do a lot of thinking over this past week, at least thats what I told myself I was going to do. Turns out, I tried my best not to think about things back home, because that ment that they actually happened.. and I didn't want to think about that. I guess thats another one of my flaws, I run from things I'm scared of. I'm scared of being honest - with myself. So now that I'm home I'm going to have to deal with things and I think thats what scares me the most. Oh and another thing.. please don't tell me you love me. That just complicates things even more than they need to be.


Over the past week I've been exposed to all kinds of music.. and for being totally against Mumford & Sons starting out, I actually kind of like them. But the song I would have to say is my most listened to right now is Say (All I Need) by OneRepublic. Check it out here.


I will probably post another poll later on this week.. so check back soon.


- Chandler

Thursday, March 10, 2011

When it rains..

You don’t get to have me, not my body and sure as hell not my heart, we’re done.


Spring break. Blog is now on hiatus until I return.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Why does the garbage man always forget the white trash?

Realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure your still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.


If you're a girl and you're reading this.. please pull down your skits & or dresses. No one wants to see everything you own while you're walking down the street, you look trashy, not classy. You're leaving little to the imagination and little for boys to desire. You're supposed to make them fight for it.. whats there to fight if your clothes are already half way off?


I guess I'll make this post a little longer since I neglected to write one Tuesday - midterms are kicking my ass. You know, we spend four years of our lives in high school taking tests and having big shots analyze us, but for what? Meet College.. and guess what? College doesn't care. College and high school are polar opposites. In high school you could miss a test or skip a class and be alright.. college not so much. Miss a test in college and you might as well drop the class. Hello Burger King, I'll staple my transcript to my application!


Aside from midterms, I have made it my personal mission in life this week to make the most amazing road trip playlist ever.. this is something crucial for a 10 hour car ride. As of right now I have 108 songs & iTunes is telling me that is equal to 7 hours of music.. so I'm looking for about 3 more hours. Ideas? Post them in the comments below.


I've been listening to a lot of old stuff today. N*SYNC, Destinys Child, BBMAK, & Jack's Mannequin to name a few. On a newer note, I'm absolutely in love with ET by Katy Perry. In case you haven't heard it or you live under a rock.. check it out here!


I leave for Myrtle Thursday night so I'll be putting my blog on hiatus that night, but don't worry.. I'm sure I'll have plenty to write about when I get back.


- Chandler