Almost everything I wish I'd said the last time I saw you.

Keeping secrets safe, every move we make. Seems like no one's letting go. And it's such a shame cause if you feel the same how am I supposed to know?


Do you ever wish you would have said exactly how you felt, when you felt it, to a person you couldn't see yourself without? For me, always. I feel like my life is a constant battle between my head and heart, one saying: "if you tell him, you're going to sound: pathetic, needy, and stupid".. the other saying: "tell him, or he'll never know." How do we differentiate between such mixed signals? When do we decide to take matters into our own hands and start making our own rules? Everyone I've ever sought this kind of advice from has always told me that if you care about someone, tell them - otherwise, how are they supposed to know? Well.. considering some of my previous posts, you know that has a tendency to bite me in the ass from time to time. This time, I feel it is necessary for me to put this out there for the guys - please, if you like a guy or a girl, hell an alien, tell them. Quit playing the guessing game, just be happy. Looking back on my life throughout high school, and now college, if I had told everyone I've ever cared about exactly how I felt, it's hard to tell what my life would be like right now.

Right now I suppose the best song to describe my mood would be Pretending by Glee. Listen to it here.


I'm really loving anything by Glee right now, if you haven't watched it/listened to them - DO IT NOW.


- Chandler