My mind forgets to remind me that you're a bad idea.
Why do we love the things that hurt us the most? Fast food, alcohol, high heels, and most importantly - relationships? We all do it, whether you want to admit it to yourself or not. I know I have a horrific track record of letting people in, and back in again when they screw up. I always promise that "this will be the last time", but then it ends up being the last sixteenth time later. Honestly, I don't know why I do it. Maybe I like the adrenaline rush I get from them? Maybe I just like the feeling of winning someone over? Whatever it is, it seriously needs to stop. In the end, we all get let down, end up frustrated and wasting our time. There's a lot of things I will never understand, one of which will be why people say they are going to do something then end up not going through with it? It won't hurt my feelings if you tell me no, I promise. I only get mad if you tell me you're going to do something and then don't. Another thing I will never understand is why people feel the need to lie about EVERYTHING.. is your life really that big of a secret? Jesus. People need to start being honest with each other. I mean I know we're all a little jaded, but come on. I guess what this all boils down to is honesty, self-respect, and knowing who is beneficial to your life. Late, life spring cleaning starts now. On another, somewhat similar note, I will never understand why girls think it's okay to sell themselves short? Why throw yourself at a guy? That's not sexy, that's just being plain out slutty. You don't always need someone to make yourself feel alright, and if you do, you need to get a grip on reality. No respectable guy will EVER respect you if you're the drunk girl at the party trying to sleep with everyone. It all comes down to the Audrey Hepburn's and the Ke$ha's. Time to decide which side you're on..
I guess the best song to describe my mood right now would be No Good by Kate Voegele. Listen to it here.
- Chandler
Monday, June 13, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Quiet things that no one ever knows.
First of all, you don't know me. Second of all, you don't know me.
I really don't have much to write about. It's summer - so that means I use my three L's.. lake, layout, and lounge. Oh and work, but that doesn't start with an L now does it? I have recently learned who my real friends are, and believe me when I say that there is just a handful. I'm tired of people only talking to me when they need something - do it yourself. I'm also tired of people pretending to be something they're not, first off, you look like an idiot trying, but I'll humor you and applaud your effort. Anyways - here lately I've been reading my horoscope religiously, so if you want, or have ever wanted a little insight to why I am the way I am, here it is..
I was born on October 26, 1990 - therefore making me fall under the sign of the Scorpio.
My trademark moods include: forceful, determined, emotional, intuitive, powerful, passionate, exciting, and magnetic. The down side to my personality: jealous, resentful, compulsive, obsessive, secretive, and obstinate.
Here's just a little tidbit of info I've picked up.. Scorpios are the most intense, profound, & powerful characters of all the zodiac signs. Even when they appear to be self-controlled and calm, there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under their placid exterior. In social settings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, reserved yet courteous.. however they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which may make others around them feel uneasy. Their sensitivity along with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt and quick to detect insult or injury to themselves. They find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike, can be blunt to the point of cruelty, very demanding, and often unforgiving in the faults of others.
Trademarks likes: truth, hidden causes, being involved, work that is meaningful, being persuasive.
Trademark dislikes: being given only surface data, being taken advantage of, having a demeaning job, shallow relationships, flattery.
Scorpios are very, very secretive about their feelings and whenever possible, try to keep them in check. They show feelings that are appropriate to the situation, but their real feelings are a long way behind those.
On another note, I won't be posting as frequently.. once every week or so. It's summer, kids. Get off your computer.
- Chandler
I really don't have much to write about. It's summer - so that means I use my three L's.. lake, layout, and lounge. Oh and work, but that doesn't start with an L now does it? I have recently learned who my real friends are, and believe me when I say that there is just a handful. I'm tired of people only talking to me when they need something - do it yourself. I'm also tired of people pretending to be something they're not, first off, you look like an idiot trying, but I'll humor you and applaud your effort. Anyways - here lately I've been reading my horoscope religiously, so if you want, or have ever wanted a little insight to why I am the way I am, here it is..
I was born on October 26, 1990 - therefore making me fall under the sign of the Scorpio.
My trademark moods include: forceful, determined, emotional, intuitive, powerful, passionate, exciting, and magnetic. The down side to my personality: jealous, resentful, compulsive, obsessive, secretive, and obstinate.
Here's just a little tidbit of info I've picked up.. Scorpios are the most intense, profound, & powerful characters of all the zodiac signs. Even when they appear to be self-controlled and calm, there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under their placid exterior. In social settings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, reserved yet courteous.. however they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which may make others around them feel uneasy. Their sensitivity along with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt and quick to detect insult or injury to themselves. They find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike, can be blunt to the point of cruelty, very demanding, and often unforgiving in the faults of others.
Trademarks likes: truth, hidden causes, being involved, work that is meaningful, being persuasive.
Trademark dislikes: being given only surface data, being taken advantage of, having a demeaning job, shallow relationships, flattery.
Scorpios are very, very secretive about their feelings and whenever possible, try to keep them in check. They show feelings that are appropriate to the situation, but their real feelings are a long way behind those.
On another note, I won't be posting as frequently.. once every week or so. It's summer, kids. Get off your computer.
- Chandler
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