I forgot to remember to forget.

My mind forgets to remind me that you're a bad idea.


Why do we love the things that hurt us the most? Fast food, alcohol, high heels, and most importantly - relationships? We all do it, whether you want to admit it to yourself or not. I know I have a horrific track record of letting people in, and back in again when they screw up. I always promise that "this will be the last time", but then it ends up being the last sixteenth time later. Honestly, I don't know why I do it. Maybe I like the adrenaline rush I get from them? Maybe I just like the feeling of winning someone over? Whatever it is, it seriously needs to stop. In the end, we all get let down, end up frustrated and wasting our time. There's a lot of things I will never understand, one of which will be why people say they are going to do something then end up not going through with it? It won't hurt my feelings if you tell me no, I promise. I only get mad if you tell me you're going to do something and then don't. Another thing I will never understand is why people feel the need to lie about EVERYTHING.. is your life really that big of a secret? Jesus. People need to start being honest with each other. I mean I know we're all a little jaded, but come on. I guess what this all boils down to is honesty, self-respect, and knowing who is beneficial to your life. Late, life spring cleaning starts now. On another, somewhat similar note, I will never understand why girls think it's okay to sell themselves short? Why throw yourself at a guy? That's not sexy, that's just being plain out slutty. You don't always need someone to make yourself feel alright, and if you do, you need to get a grip on reality. No respectable guy will EVER respect you if you're the drunk girl at the party trying to sleep with everyone. It all comes down to the Audrey Hepburn's and the Ke$ha's. Time to decide which side you're on..


I guess the best song to describe my mood right now would be No Good by Kate Voegele. Listen to it here.


- Chandler