Sad songs for dirty lovers.

Every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?


It's 3 am. I'm so delusional, so forgive me if this post rambles. It's one of those nights where I have way too much on my mind to sleep, and I definitely just caught myself belting out JoJo's Too Little Too Late into my hairbrush a while I was attempting to brush my hair - fail. So, here I sit, after yet another crazy night.. and what am I doing? Listening to songs that are making me sad. I miss a lot of things. For instance, when I went home earlier I took my brother up to the playground behind my parents house.. it brought back so many high school memories. Bonfires, crazy truth-or-dare games, and football games. I miss being carefree and seventeen. The world seemed so big and promising, now it just seems cold and scary. I miss my outlook on life and the future, I was so hopeful. Now I really don't know what to think. I've learned that everything in life has to be earned, people don't just give things to you. The real world is a lot harder than I ever could have imagined. But for that brief instant on that swing set tonight I saw the world through the same perspective I did when I was in high school - it made me feel safe somehow? Usually I have some sort of moral to my posts, but sadly for this one I don't.. just a list of songs that are my most listened to right now.


Too Little Too Late - JoJo
Alejandro - Lady Gaga
He Said, She Said (Time We Let Go) - NLT
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
Leave (Get Out) - JoJo
Backseat - New Boyz
Use Your Love - Katy Perry
Diary - Tino Coury
What I Got - Sublime
(Ohio) Come Back To Texas - Bowling For Soup
Dark Blue - Jacks Mannequin
Baby - Justin Bieber
Kiss & Tell - Justin Bieber
Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber
One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber


- Chandler