My mind forgets to remind me that you're a bad idea.
Why do we love the things that hurt us the most? Fast food, alcohol, high heels, and most importantly - relationships? We all do it, whether you want to admit it to yourself or not. I know I have a horrific track record of letting people in, and back in again when they screw up. I always promise that "this will be the last time", but then it ends up being the last sixteenth time later. Honestly, I don't know why I do it. Maybe I like the adrenaline rush I get from them? Maybe I just like the feeling of winning someone over? Whatever it is, it seriously needs to stop. In the end, we all get let down, end up frustrated and wasting our time. There's a lot of things I will never understand, one of which will be why people say they are going to do something then end up not going through with it? It won't hurt my feelings if you tell me no, I promise. I only get mad if you tell me you're going to do something and then don't. Another thing I will never understand is why people feel the need to lie about EVERYTHING.. is your life really that big of a secret? Jesus. People need to start being honest with each other. I mean I know we're all a little jaded, but come on. I guess what this all boils down to is honesty, self-respect, and knowing who is beneficial to your life. Late, life spring cleaning starts now. On another, somewhat similar note, I will never understand why girls think it's okay to sell themselves short? Why throw yourself at a guy? That's not sexy, that's just being plain out slutty. You don't always need someone to make yourself feel alright, and if you do, you need to get a grip on reality. No respectable guy will EVER respect you if you're the drunk girl at the party trying to sleep with everyone. It all comes down to the Audrey Hepburn's and the Ke$ha's. Time to decide which side you're on..
I guess the best song to describe my mood right now would be No Good by Kate Voegele. Listen to it here.
- Chandler
Monday, June 13, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Quiet things that no one ever knows.
First of all, you don't know me. Second of all, you don't know me.
I really don't have much to write about. It's summer - so that means I use my three L's.. lake, layout, and lounge. Oh and work, but that doesn't start with an L now does it? I have recently learned who my real friends are, and believe me when I say that there is just a handful. I'm tired of people only talking to me when they need something - do it yourself. I'm also tired of people pretending to be something they're not, first off, you look like an idiot trying, but I'll humor you and applaud your effort. Anyways - here lately I've been reading my horoscope religiously, so if you want, or have ever wanted a little insight to why I am the way I am, here it is..
I was born on October 26, 1990 - therefore making me fall under the sign of the Scorpio.
My trademark moods include: forceful, determined, emotional, intuitive, powerful, passionate, exciting, and magnetic. The down side to my personality: jealous, resentful, compulsive, obsessive, secretive, and obstinate.
Here's just a little tidbit of info I've picked up.. Scorpios are the most intense, profound, & powerful characters of all the zodiac signs. Even when they appear to be self-controlled and calm, there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under their placid exterior. In social settings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, reserved yet courteous.. however they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which may make others around them feel uneasy. Their sensitivity along with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt and quick to detect insult or injury to themselves. They find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike, can be blunt to the point of cruelty, very demanding, and often unforgiving in the faults of others.
Trademarks likes: truth, hidden causes, being involved, work that is meaningful, being persuasive.
Trademark dislikes: being given only surface data, being taken advantage of, having a demeaning job, shallow relationships, flattery.
Scorpios are very, very secretive about their feelings and whenever possible, try to keep them in check. They show feelings that are appropriate to the situation, but their real feelings are a long way behind those.
On another note, I won't be posting as frequently.. once every week or so. It's summer, kids. Get off your computer.
- Chandler
I really don't have much to write about. It's summer - so that means I use my three L's.. lake, layout, and lounge. Oh and work, but that doesn't start with an L now does it? I have recently learned who my real friends are, and believe me when I say that there is just a handful. I'm tired of people only talking to me when they need something - do it yourself. I'm also tired of people pretending to be something they're not, first off, you look like an idiot trying, but I'll humor you and applaud your effort. Anyways - here lately I've been reading my horoscope religiously, so if you want, or have ever wanted a little insight to why I am the way I am, here it is..
I was born on October 26, 1990 - therefore making me fall under the sign of the Scorpio.
My trademark moods include: forceful, determined, emotional, intuitive, powerful, passionate, exciting, and magnetic. The down side to my personality: jealous, resentful, compulsive, obsessive, secretive, and obstinate.
Here's just a little tidbit of info I've picked up.. Scorpios are the most intense, profound, & powerful characters of all the zodiac signs. Even when they appear to be self-controlled and calm, there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under their placid exterior. In social settings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, reserved yet courteous.. however they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which may make others around them feel uneasy. Their sensitivity along with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt and quick to detect insult or injury to themselves. They find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike, can be blunt to the point of cruelty, very demanding, and often unforgiving in the faults of others.
Trademarks likes: truth, hidden causes, being involved, work that is meaningful, being persuasive.
Trademark dislikes: being given only surface data, being taken advantage of, having a demeaning job, shallow relationships, flattery.
Scorpios are very, very secretive about their feelings and whenever possible, try to keep them in check. They show feelings that are appropriate to the situation, but their real feelings are a long way behind those.
On another note, I won't be posting as frequently.. once every week or so. It's summer, kids. Get off your computer.
- Chandler
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Almost everything I wish I'd said the last time I saw you.
Keeping secrets safe, every move we make. Seems like no one's letting go. And it's such a shame cause if you feel the same how am I supposed to know?
Do you ever wish you would have said exactly how you felt, when you felt it, to a person you couldn't see yourself without? For me, always. I feel like my life is a constant battle between my head and heart, one saying: "if you tell him, you're going to sound: pathetic, needy, and stupid".. the other saying: "tell him, or he'll never know." How do we differentiate between such mixed signals? When do we decide to take matters into our own hands and start making our own rules? Everyone I've ever sought this kind of advice from has always told me that if you care about someone, tell them - otherwise, how are they supposed to know? Well.. considering some of my previous posts, you know that has a tendency to bite me in the ass from time to time. This time, I feel it is necessary for me to put this out there for the guys - please, if you like a guy or a girl, hell an alien, tell them. Quit playing the guessing game, just be happy. Looking back on my life throughout high school, and now college, if I had told everyone I've ever cared about exactly how I felt, it's hard to tell what my life would be like right now.
Right now I suppose the best song to describe my mood would be Pretending by Glee. Listen to it here.
I'm really loving anything by Glee right now, if you haven't watched it/listened to them - DO IT NOW.
- Chandler
Do you ever wish you would have said exactly how you felt, when you felt it, to a person you couldn't see yourself without? For me, always. I feel like my life is a constant battle between my head and heart, one saying: "if you tell him, you're going to sound: pathetic, needy, and stupid".. the other saying: "tell him, or he'll never know." How do we differentiate between such mixed signals? When do we decide to take matters into our own hands and start making our own rules? Everyone I've ever sought this kind of advice from has always told me that if you care about someone, tell them - otherwise, how are they supposed to know? Well.. considering some of my previous posts, you know that has a tendency to bite me in the ass from time to time. This time, I feel it is necessary for me to put this out there for the guys - please, if you like a guy or a girl, hell an alien, tell them. Quit playing the guessing game, just be happy. Looking back on my life throughout high school, and now college, if I had told everyone I've ever cared about exactly how I felt, it's hard to tell what my life would be like right now.
Right now I suppose the best song to describe my mood would be Pretending by Glee. Listen to it here.
I'm really loving anything by Glee right now, if you haven't watched it/listened to them - DO IT NOW.
- Chandler
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Like you like an arsonist.
If you wanted to break my heart, there was a thousand ways to do it, but you didn't have to be with her to hurt me.
When do you decide when enough is enough? How do we decide when there literally isn't anymore to give? Is it when you've moped around for three weeks, staring at you phone waiting for a text that you know you'll never see? Is it when you take those few extra shots because hey, you're already drunk and he doesn't care, so what could a few more hurt? Or is it when you wake up and realize that he's with someone else? Well, seeing as I've done quite a bit of thinking over the past few weeks, I've come to the conclusion that things have got to happen for a reason - although I'm not really sure what that reason is. However, one thing I can't seem to grasp an understanding on is when I'm finally starting to reason with things and cool down a little, they come out of nowhere. It's like guys have a pager that goes off when everything is going good with my life. I really don't understand.
Now on to a more musical note..
Lots of new material out lately, which, if you hadn't noticed really makes me happy. First, and I'm kicking myself in the ass for even making a post about this, Lady Gaga's new album Born This Way dropped at midnight tonight. I must say, I am not impressed. It's definitely not what I was expecting, seeing as Born This Way and Judas were somewhat catchy. It all sounds slow and drug out.. nothing you can dance to, sadly. Sorry little monsters. However, I do like You and I. If I had to recommend anything off of the album, it would be that one.
All Time Low's new album Dirty Work, set to be released June 7th, is able to be pre-ordered on iTunes now. Being one of my favorite bands, I took the liberty of listening to the track list.. and I must say, Time Bomb is my absolute favorite. If you're already not a fan, check out their music. Here's just a few of my favorites of theirs..
1. Toxic Valentine - listen to it here
2. Time Bomb - listen to it here
3. Break Your Little Heart -listen to it here
Another one to definitely check out is Love Suicide by Tinie Tempah & Ester Dean, listen to it here.
I'll post a music poll here soon..
- Chandler
Monday, May 16, 2011
My attendance is bad, but my intentions are good.
Do whatever makes you happy but do it now. Live life for the moment because everything else is uncertain, take advantage of what’s right in front of you.
WAIT. BEFORE YOU READ ANY FURTHER, GO LISTEN TO THIS KID - his name is Cris Cab, and if you're a guy, you should really listen to this song. Take notes. It's called Good Girls, listen to it here.
I really hate it when someone asks me what I want to do with my life, this is a question I never know how to answer. I usually respond with what they want to hear, "oh you know, just trying to get into the radiology program" .. to be honest, I really have no desire to go into that program - maybe why that's why school doesn't interest me. How are we supposed to know what we want to do with our lives at twenty years old? I feel like I'm still growing up, wasn't I just sixteen last week? Sure feels like it. If I had it my way, I would design clothes, be a musician.. something no parent or adult really wants to hear. How impractical - the horror. I would love to travel, spend a year in the peace corps, ya know.. do nothing really but making a difference. I guess I've had a lot of time to think about my life and what I want this week - I haven't made much progress, but it's a start. I guess I'll figure it out sometime, but right now it's summer and I just want to have a good time.
Most listened to today: Better With The Lights Off - New Boyz.
- Chandler
WAIT. BEFORE YOU READ ANY FURTHER, GO LISTEN TO THIS KID - his name is Cris Cab, and if you're a guy, you should really listen to this song. Take notes. It's called Good Girls, listen to it here.
I really hate it when someone asks me what I want to do with my life, this is a question I never know how to answer. I usually respond with what they want to hear, "oh you know, just trying to get into the radiology program" .. to be honest, I really have no desire to go into that program - maybe why that's why school doesn't interest me. How are we supposed to know what we want to do with our lives at twenty years old? I feel like I'm still growing up, wasn't I just sixteen last week? Sure feels like it. If I had it my way, I would design clothes, be a musician.. something no parent or adult really wants to hear. How impractical - the horror. I would love to travel, spend a year in the peace corps, ya know.. do nothing really but making a difference. I guess I've had a lot of time to think about my life and what I want this week - I haven't made much progress, but it's a start. I guess I'll figure it out sometime, but right now it's summer and I just want to have a good time.
Most listened to today: Better With The Lights Off - New Boyz.
- Chandler
Sunday, May 15, 2011
The leaving song.
Sometimes people play hard to get to make sure that the other person's feelings are real.
I've recently had an epiphany about love, guys, & dating. It is clearly not worth my time. I either get the stage five clinger or the one who makes me chase them for three months only to find out that they're seeing another girl. I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't really know what I want. I don't want someone to make it too easy for me, I like a little bit of chase, but don't make me run forever - especially if you have no intentions on putting forth any effort either. And now, once again, I am at a loss for words.. so if you're having a rough day, going through a rough time, or just angry at the world - mostly guys.. listen to my playlist.
1. How you love me now - Hey Monday
2. Homecoming - Hey Monday
3. Tonight Tonight - Hot Chelle Rae
4. What The Hell - Avril Lavigne
5. Stupid Boy - Keith Urban
6. Break Your Little Heart - All Time Low
7. Sick Little Games - All Time Low
8. You Lie - The Band Perry
9. Move Along - The All American Rejects
10. Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
11. Ego - Beyonce
12. Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
13. Undo It - Carrie Underwood
14. Cowboy Casanova - Carrie Underwood
15. Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
16. Deuces - Chris Brown
17. Tell Me I'm A Wreck - Every Avenue
18. Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy
19. I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Pretty Serious - Forever The Sickest Kids
20. I Don't Want To Be - Gavin Degraw
21. I Pray For You - Jason & The Long Road To Love
22. Ridin Solo - Jason Derulo
23. I Look So Good (Without You) - Jesse James
24. Too Little Too Late - JoJo
25. Leave (Get Out) - JoJo
26. Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
27. What Goes Around.. Comes Around - Justin Timberlake
28. No Good - Kate Voegele
29. Devil In Me - Kate Voegele
30. Who You Are Without Me - Kate Voegele
31. Angel - Kate Voegele
32. Playing With My Heart - Kate Voegele
33. 99 Times - Kate Voegele
34. Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
35. Use Your Love - Katy Perry
36. Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha
37. Grow A Pear - Ke$ha
38. Sleazy - Ke$ha
39. Pretty Girl Rock - Keri Hilson
40. Goodbye - Kristinia Debarge
41. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
42. Eh Eh - Lady Gaga
43. Alejandro - Lady Gaga
44. Boys Boys Boys - Lady Gaga
45. Can't Be Tamed - Miley Cyrus
46. Who Owns My Heart - Miley Cyrus
47. Tie Me Down - New Boyz
48. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
49. Better With The Lights Off - New Boyz
50. Silly Boy - Rhianna
51. Emergency Room - Rhianna
52. Ego - The Saturdays
53. Missing You - The Saturdays
54. Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston
55. Falling Down - Selena Gomez
56. Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz
57. Better Than Revenge - Taylor Swift
58. Should've Said No - Taylor Swift
59. Summer Girl - Leighton Meester
60. Everything I'm Not - The Veronica's
61. Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
- Chandler
I've recently had an epiphany about love, guys, & dating. It is clearly not worth my time. I either get the stage five clinger or the one who makes me chase them for three months only to find out that they're seeing another girl. I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't really know what I want. I don't want someone to make it too easy for me, I like a little bit of chase, but don't make me run forever - especially if you have no intentions on putting forth any effort either. And now, once again, I am at a loss for words.. so if you're having a rough day, going through a rough time, or just angry at the world - mostly guys.. listen to my playlist.
1. How you love me now - Hey Monday
2. Homecoming - Hey Monday
3. Tonight Tonight - Hot Chelle Rae
4. What The Hell - Avril Lavigne
5. Stupid Boy - Keith Urban
6. Break Your Little Heart - All Time Low
7. Sick Little Games - All Time Low
8. You Lie - The Band Perry
9. Move Along - The All American Rejects
10. Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
11. Ego - Beyonce
12. Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
13. Undo It - Carrie Underwood
14. Cowboy Casanova - Carrie Underwood
15. Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
16. Deuces - Chris Brown
17. Tell Me I'm A Wreck - Every Avenue
18. Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy
19. I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Pretty Serious - Forever The Sickest Kids
20. I Don't Want To Be - Gavin Degraw
21. I Pray For You - Jason & The Long Road To Love
22. Ridin Solo - Jason Derulo
23. I Look So Good (Without You) - Jesse James
24. Too Little Too Late - JoJo
25. Leave (Get Out) - JoJo
26. Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
27. What Goes Around.. Comes Around - Justin Timberlake
28. No Good - Kate Voegele
29. Devil In Me - Kate Voegele
30. Who You Are Without Me - Kate Voegele
31. Angel - Kate Voegele
32. Playing With My Heart - Kate Voegele
33. 99 Times - Kate Voegele
34. Hot N' Cold - Katy Perry
35. Use Your Love - Katy Perry
36. Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha
37. Grow A Pear - Ke$ha
38. Sleazy - Ke$ha
39. Pretty Girl Rock - Keri Hilson
40. Goodbye - Kristinia Debarge
41. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
42. Eh Eh - Lady Gaga
43. Alejandro - Lady Gaga
44. Boys Boys Boys - Lady Gaga
45. Can't Be Tamed - Miley Cyrus
46. Who Owns My Heart - Miley Cyrus
47. Tie Me Down - New Boyz
48. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
49. Better With The Lights Off - New Boyz
50. Silly Boy - Rhianna
51. Emergency Room - Rhianna
52. Ego - The Saturdays
53. Missing You - The Saturdays
54. Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber & Sean Kingston
55. Falling Down - Selena Gomez
56. Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz
57. Better Than Revenge - Taylor Swift
58. Should've Said No - Taylor Swift
59. Summer Girl - Leighton Meester
60. Everything I'm Not - The Veronica's
61. Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
- Chandler
Monday, May 9, 2011
You've dug your own grave, now lie in it.
You lie, but I'm a pretty good liar. You chose a game I can play better. And you're bright, oh but baby I'm clever. So you might as well let me tell you.. It's not too late to do yourself a favor and walk away, though I know that's never been your nature. And by the way, you've put yourself in danger cause you're playing with my heart.
Lies. How do we distinguish what is the truth and what isn't anymore. Lies are easy to tell, but not so easy to spot. My favorites of all time would have to be the ones guys tell to get in your heart and/or your bed. I don't understand, and maybe I never will.. but I'm starting to feel like a lie magnet. Why are people so afraid of being upfront and honest? Has society somehow lost their way when it comes to truth and chivalry? Yeah. Life isn't like an 80's movie, unfortunately. As much as I would love to think that my life will somehow wind up like the ending of Easy A and ride off into the sunset on a lawn mower, it won't. That and I probably would never date a guy who drove a lawn mower.. but that's besides the point. Stop running your mouth and start telling the truth - life would be far less complicated.
On a musical note.. a LOT of new albums and singles dropped today. Including my personal favorite, Turtleneck & Chain by The Lonely Island. Their 20 track album includes singles like I Just Had Sex featuring Akon, Jack Sparrow featuring Michael Bolton, & Motherlover featuring Justin Timberlake. If you're looking for good beats with a sense of humor, I definitely recommend them.
Lady Gaga also released her new single The Edge of Glory. Now, I know everyone and their mother-brother-sister-uncle-cousin-and aliens watched her HBO Monster Ball Special .. but I've got to say, I appreciate her older stuff more. All of her new tracks just don't tie together very well, or as well as they could. DON'T COME AT ME LITTLE MONSTERS, keep your paws to your damn self.
Also, I'm thinking of doing another poll - I just haven't decided what I want to do. I'll think it over and have it posted by next week.
- Chandler
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